Friday, February 4, 2011

Shaken Friendship


Do you know what it feels like when your friends are not in good terms especially the ones who are so close to you? It’s like being tossed so up high in the air and nobody is there to catch you. It’s really that hard. And it’s really that sad. You really don’t know what to do. You can’t take side. You can’t choose because they both mean so much to you.

This is what bothers me right now. I’ve never been through this before. I tried to patch things up between them. It’s just sad because it didn’t work out. I thought it did. I thought they’re okay. But I was wrong. I’m just not good in things like this. When things go wrong and when my friends need me, I suck. I can’t find the right words to say. And much worse, sometimes I can’t even speak. 

When I look at some old pictures of us together it would make me wonder what went wrong. We were so happy. We were so united. Friendship like the one we shared is true and strong. It’s the kind of friendship you would do everything to make it last forever. It has a very strong foundation. I once thought it will never be shaken. But it is now. And now it’s all up to them if they will at least try to save their friendship for old time’s sake. 

Is it pride that is ruining this friendship? Is pride more important than friendship? At some point in our lives people we love and who loves us will hurt us. We just have to accept that. 

They’ve been through a lot together. They’ve shared laughters and tears. They’ve shared memories that are worth remembering. This is why I will never stop believing that everything will be okay, that they can patch things up.

There are only very few people I care about. It includes both of them. And I want the issue between them to be settled. I’m not good at talking that’s why I had written all I want to say. 

I hope that they will open their hearts and give their friendship another chance. It’s worth it.

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